February

This winter has just been real encouraging to see so many amazing things things things i Never thought i could see here on earth it has been amazing. So many testimonies and Grace of the LORD being poured out on people, healings and prodigals coming home, I am so excited to see how much more He is going to do.

Its cool that the last post i posted about value. GOD just demonstrated it and blew up my mind haha It is amazing! I had dinner with a friend and my mom and stepdad. I got a word for his right knee and back. I am terrified of my step dad there has been alot oging on in my families house. I asked him about his right knee and back and he said why. I told him that jesus is alive and does that stuff and if we prayed he would be healed. Thought i could hear a pin drop i was Terrified haha and the girls were dead silent. He said okay and thank you. We prayed in Jesus name. and his knees have had operation and bad pain he stood up and said it was better not totaly but deff healed! My mom then told him about Her healing by Jesus! and this is like so far from what i would EVER imagine and he was like really? and I got to share the Kingdom of GOD and Jesus as LORD high exalted in heaven and gave out the Holy Spirit. It was so amazing! I have been afraid of my step dad and deffinitely judged him but GOD sees all the same my judgement is not valid Everyone needs the blood of Jesus. Not only this but my Moms friend tore her retna and Heard what was going on and said she was a skeptic but would let me pray! how amazing is that! Jesus is amazing and ressurected and LORD i am so encouraged for what He has done. Pray for me this week if anyone reads this I want to see more come to know the LORD and to be able to speak!

Value

The LORD has been speaking to me about how there is value in every man. And to really love the way GOD intends us to love is to see people the way He sees them. Otherwise there is conditions but when we see how GOD loved us so much that while we were still a sinner He called us out and did everything and we just agreed and said yes, that it is not by works that no man may boast. We can see that it has nothing to do with anything that people do or could do but the heart of GOD toward mankind. Not just the believers and the same but Jesus died for every man in the world. That GOD sent His son for a reason, he had a heart to do what he did for everyone. From that pure love we are able to love people with no strings attached because of regardless of how far away how lost a person is you see that they are worth the Value, of the Son of GOD. We cant just read over and hear that GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD. We need the heart of GOD we need to have a revelation of Jesus's love for us so that we can become love, a good way i am learning is to ask for him to teach me and he has been. GOD told me that we were a gift from above. It didn't make sense to me right away but He began to speak that We are not Christians for us we are a christian to be transformed and become a Gift to the world Just like JESUS for living for one reason, to love the way GOD loves, becoming sons and daughters of GOD. He is beautiful!

Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD?

Watching TV last night the LORD convicted my heart of what Timmy and I were watching. That We should be careful of what we adapt to in society. And how Israel after GOD brought them into other countries lands would take on their customs and get defiled. The LORD is not marrying His Son to a prostitute. We are no longer in the Darkness but in the Light. We have a form, we are God's Holy people set apart so we are called to come out from among the darkness into the light.

Psalm 24 3-4


Who may ascend into the hill of the LORD?
Or who may stand in His holy place?
4 He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
Who has not lifted up his soul to an idol,
Nor sworn deceitfully.

To go deeper into his GLORY requires getting a clean heart to GOD

James 4 8-9

Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded

The more we press into the LORD the more of Him we will see. He said anything is possible for him who believes. That is because He is willing to do things on earth as it is in heaven!

testimonies and stuff

Thanksgiving was great. I got to spend time with my mom we drove up to connecticut to my Grandmoms. This is where part of our testimony comes. My whole life i was a wildman I moved away after failing out of college and came home born again after time with the LORD, it is along story but so i come home and my mom thought i was crazy. She didn't understand why i was different and what happened and growing up we never prayed or went to church didnt even know about GOD she was a catholic. On my birthday she was argueing with me about GOD and how its about doing good things and being a moral person, and not about relationship and grace. I felt the LORD say to bring her into the other room. She has MS and her shoulder was torn from it. I never prayed for healing or knew anything abuot healing but had my hand on that shoulder by chance and prayed Jesus.Come. and " What are you doing? something is coming out of your hand it feels hot." I said im praying mom!Then aloud i said "Jesus come. and heal and Bless her." Holy Ghost came in such a way it was real thick,she was just at such peace looking up to heaven, and started crying! So got to share with her His mercy and she didn't think I was crazy any more aHA!

So on the way up and lately since then i been able to just spend time with her and Holy Spirit is moving in teaching as we hang out. The presence of the LORD was flooding the car and i had time to share what was happening and how its because Jesus Died and rose again and gave out His Mighty Holy Ghost and opened up heaven! She was loving it! We got there and her mom who is catholic,was never allowed to have abible, it wasnt allowed for some reason. So we were talking about her name Gloria. And how it means glory, i began to talk about how Moses saw GODS glory and shined and we can too even more because Jesus the mediator! She loved it and igave her my bible,she went to sit down and it landed righton Exodus Moses and the GLORY of GOD! hahahashe was going nuts.

Then Tonight before church the LORD spoke about healing people with motor skillsproblems and muscle distrophy . Getting out of the car i see a friend walking and my elbows started throbbing! and his elbows were messed up! We prayed and then was able to pray for people in church too it was great. GODs son spoke to people who were sick son your sins are forgiven or get up and walk. We are sons Of GOD and are to walk just as Jesus walked. Thesethings arent to lift man up but the goodness of GOD ,the Domain of Heaven. Praise GOD, These things are for Christians those who follow Christ,I am learning the more i step out the more GOD backs me up because I am his boy! Haha praise the LORD. These real people need a real GOD and thats why GOD gave us His Helper .

Testimony and some stuff

Providence last night was awesome. I love all the people there, it is beautiful what GOD is doing. A homeless man came to me during the second service and asked if his friend could get a ride to a motel outside of town. I went to see them and met his friend. He said he couldnt walk that far because he tore his ACL. I asked him if he was a christian and he said oh yes. And then Jeremiah walked up and The man allowed us to pray for his knee. GOD healed the knee and took all the pain away! He then began to tell us about City Gate mission in Coatesville and how much of a blessing that has been and he felt like he was home. Jeremiah drove us over there and they were giving us hugs and prayed with us.Jesus is LORD.

I'm realizing the calling is to be Underdogs all the time. All through the bible GOD used things that were not able to do things on there own or just straight up messed up to do great things. I am messed up without the LORD, Even with the LORD im a mess. I have had things come and break, waves come and and smash and been stripped down naked and humiliated, i can't speak well, i am afraid of people and haha and alot of stuff but in that I learned to pray alot. But GOD uses the foolish things of the world and in the Spirit, im not afraid. The christian life cannot be done in the natural, we are called to the Imposible. To walk just like Jesus walked. It is okay if you feel like a broken mess. That is a great place for GOD to start. Only through a broken spirit do we ever get to see things and deep things of GOD. GOD never based anything off our work and our righteousness but his Finished work and His righteousness. And His Righteousness is perfect and what we were created for. Bless you.

Power and Love conference was awesome.Two guys and I Went out onto the street on the corner of High and Gay street and mini revival broke out. GOD told us wehre to go and showed a Womans wedding ring and her baby. We get to the corner and a woman comes up asking for 50 cents and we began talking to her eand her friend . The one just beaten and her daughter was taken by her husband and her tooth was broken which the LORD told us. We told her and she began to tear up and weep. The other woman had mental issues and the LORD just blessed her with peace by the HOLY Ghost and she was shining. As this was happening a sweet dude from D.C. went up and the LORD told him a mans knee was messed up and the guy was like WHICH ONE? and he said LEFT. and the guy was like how did youknow that?! Jesus name , knee was healed and the guy was blessed. This all happened in minutes on the corner ! Jesus is still seeking the helpless sinner still wnating to redeem still Loving people with a radical love. Jesus calls us to deny ourselves and follow him. There are times where people don't want you to pray but your doing it in love and thats okay. People need to see Jesus , people would bring him the hurting and he would say
"what do you want me to do for you?"
Tons of prostitutes, sick, demon possessed all around him. I don't see them flying into the church. But Jesus is still LORD and the same. People Need help!