testimonies and stuff

Thanksgiving was great. I got to spend time with my mom we drove up to connecticut to my Grandmoms. This is where part of our testimony comes. My whole life i was a wildman I moved away after failing out of college and came home born again after time with the LORD, it is along story but so i come home and my mom thought i was crazy. She didn't understand why i was different and what happened and growing up we never prayed or went to church didnt even know about GOD she was a catholic. On my birthday she was argueing with me about GOD and how its about doing good things and being a moral person, and not about relationship and grace. I felt the LORD say to bring her into the other room. She has MS and her shoulder was torn from it. I never prayed for healing or knew anything abuot healing but had my hand on that shoulder by chance and prayed Jesus.Come. and " What are you doing? something is coming out of your hand it feels hot." I said im praying mom!Then aloud i said "Jesus come. and heal and Bless her." Holy Ghost came in such a way it was real thick,she was just at such peace looking up to heaven, and started crying! So got to share with her His mercy and she didn't think I was crazy any more aHA!

So on the way up and lately since then i been able to just spend time with her and Holy Spirit is moving in teaching as we hang out. The presence of the LORD was flooding the car and i had time to share what was happening and how its because Jesus Died and rose again and gave out His Mighty Holy Ghost and opened up heaven! She was loving it! We got there and her mom who is catholic,was never allowed to have abible, it wasnt allowed for some reason. So we were talking about her name Gloria. And how it means glory, i began to talk about how Moses saw GODS glory and shined and we can too even more because Jesus the mediator! She loved it and igave her my bible,she went to sit down and it landed righton Exodus Moses and the GLORY of GOD! hahahashe was going nuts.

Then Tonight before church the LORD spoke about healing people with motor skillsproblems and muscle distrophy . Getting out of the car i see a friend walking and my elbows started throbbing! and his elbows were messed up! We prayed and then was able to pray for people in church too it was great. GODs son spoke to people who were sick son your sins are forgiven or get up and walk. We are sons Of GOD and are to walk just as Jesus walked. Thesethings arent to lift man up but the goodness of GOD ,the Domain of Heaven. Praise GOD, These things are for Christians those who follow Christ,I am learning the more i step out the more GOD backs me up because I am his boy! Haha praise the LORD. These real people need a real GOD and thats why GOD gave us His Helper .

Testimony and some stuff

Providence last night was awesome. I love all the people there, it is beautiful what GOD is doing. A homeless man came to me during the second service and asked if his friend could get a ride to a motel outside of town. I went to see them and met his friend. He said he couldnt walk that far because he tore his ACL. I asked him if he was a christian and he said oh yes. And then Jeremiah walked up and The man allowed us to pray for his knee. GOD healed the knee and took all the pain away! He then began to tell us about City Gate mission in Coatesville and how much of a blessing that has been and he felt like he was home. Jeremiah drove us over there and they were giving us hugs and prayed with us.Jesus is LORD.

I'm realizing the calling is to be Underdogs all the time. All through the bible GOD used things that were not able to do things on there own or just straight up messed up to do great things. I am messed up without the LORD, Even with the LORD im a mess. I have had things come and break, waves come and and smash and been stripped down naked and humiliated, i can't speak well, i am afraid of people and haha and alot of stuff but in that I learned to pray alot. But GOD uses the foolish things of the world and in the Spirit, im not afraid. The christian life cannot be done in the natural, we are called to the Imposible. To walk just like Jesus walked. It is okay if you feel like a broken mess. That is a great place for GOD to start. Only through a broken spirit do we ever get to see things and deep things of GOD. GOD never based anything off our work and our righteousness but his Finished work and His righteousness. And His Righteousness is perfect and what we were created for. Bless you.